“Saving souls.”(a mission motto that we were able to make this transfer)
1/23 Tuesday
I woke up this morning knowing that we had zone conference, and then dinner at the Hayashi’s tonight, and felt that this might be the most important day of my mission, and life up to this point. Zone Conference went really well. It was a great last Zone conference. This round of Zone conferences I really learned to understand what the power and authority of our call really means, and the magnitude of the potential that a missionary can have to be a tool in the hands of God.
We spent about an hour with Masahiro and Miki on video chat and the missionaries really taught them with power, and we gave them set times to teach set things, and then gave them set times to just practice the teaching skill “Listen” and then gave them 1 and a half minutes to just practice “Testifying” it was powerful and The Spirit was very strong. We asked Masahiro and Miki to bear their testimonies, which kind of threw them off, especially Masahiro, but through working with them a little bit, they complied and shared really cool feelings. Masahiro at first said that he didn’t have a testimony and I told him that he does and he ended up sharing his thoughts and within them there were some really big pointers that he was starting to recognize his testimony, despite his resistance.
We travelled home from Muroran and it was a crazy blizzard! Fortunately President drove, but it was super intense and so we had to go really slow. It was pretty intense. We finally got back and picked up the temple missionary couple; the Clarkson’s and brought them to dinner at the Hayashi family’s. It was crazy because in this storm there was intense thunder and lightning, as it was snowing, which is super rare. We got to their house, and president kumagai was there with his wife. Apparently they had a really good conversation with them for about 20 minutes before we were able to get there. So we switched with them because they had to leave. We started eating dinner, which was really good, and then the children started playing in another room and so we were able to really have a powerful lesson with us, the Hayashi parents, the Clarkson couple, and Masahiro and Miki. It was super intense. Many experiences and promises were shared about the priesthood and about faith. It was wonderful. I tried to listen more, especially to The Spirit, and talk less. It was amazing to see the Spirit work on him. Sister Klarkson told him that the feeling that he had about not being ready or good enough to be baptized, was from only one influence, and that influence was not Heavenly Father! It was very strong, and seemed to help him recognize where his opposition was coming from. We talked more about the priesthood, and explained that if he would like a priesthood blessing in order to help to know what God wanted for him, we could give him one. He said that he would like one, and Brother Hayashi just became his home teacher and so it seemed like it would be great for him to give him the blessing, a lot of pressure in this moment. But Masahiro asked who loved him the most, kind of as a joke, but of course I was like, “well that would be me!’” And so he said, “yeah, konoba, you do it.” So now I had a little it of a panic attack, because this was potentially the most important blessing that I could give in my life, if it could help the Spirit to touch his heart and have a change and a desire to be baptized. So I went to the bathroom and prayed aloud, and cried and begged God to give the the power of the Spirit and to know what to say, to be guided and to be able to give the words that the Lord was willing to give, not more, and not less. I had just been teaching in each Zone conference about the power and authority of our call, and this was the moment of truth, I really needed to access the power of the Priesthood and of the call of a missionary. Miki gave a beautiful prayer and then the four of us laid our hands upon his head and gave him a blessing. It was one the most powerful moment of my mission. I felt the love, power and the depth of God, and of the Priesthood. I felt what I needed to say, and I was able to take myself out of the picture. I remember that in the blessing one of the things that he was blessed that his doubts and fears would flee, and that he would have peace. After the blessing he shared his feelings and expressed his gratitude and said that he had seen and heard what he needed to, and now he just needed to work through things within himself. It was a little bit difficult, because as he was saying that he was kind of cutting off the opportunity to challenge him to be baptized. The strong climax of the Spirit passed, and I hadn’t been able to ask challenge him to be baptized yet. The kids came back, we did a super fast mini FHE lesson and then had dessert. I was talking with Miki and consulted with her a little bit about what we should do. She told me that she had felt that she needed to share her feelings with Masahiro this morning, and so she told him about how she feels that we need to do the things that we feel that we need to do, now, because we don’t know when we will die, and so she can’t wait forever. He had apparently gotten frustrated, and so Miki san wasn’t sure at this point what would be best to do. As we talked, I considered maybe waiting until the next day to challenge him, but I also felt that he needed to be challenged today, so it was a challenging decision. Masahiro and I started talking quietly on the couch, and he made a subtle comment that “we had something on Saturday right?” I looked at him and said “what are you talking about”. He said, “that’s why you said we couldn’t go over to Sister Clarkson’s on Saturday night, right?” I felt the Spirit rush over me, and I looked at him, said, “Masahiro, will you follow Jesus Christ by being baptized by someone holding the proper authority? As I extended this commitment, him and I looked eyes, and then he said with confidence, that one word, that he had been so determined to not say, “yes.” “Hai” I could literally feel the heavens open and the angels rejoice. To me, this moment was the same as seeing the dead risen, or the blind’s sight restored, I could feel that God had worked a real, and powerful miracle, and witnessing that has and will change my life forever.
We called the daughter over, and Elder Satou asked Yui chan if she wanted to get baptized with her mom and dad on Saturday. She shyly was super happy and very excited. For the next few hours, and as I tried to sleep this night, I almost couldn’t believe what I had witnessed. It was like a dream, but it was real, and it was a miracle.
1/24 Wednesday
Today we worked on Transfers, and then we met the Yoneta’s and reviewed all of the commandments and a few of the principles in chapter 5 of pmg. We committed them to keep each of the commandants, and reviewed the baptismal interview questions. We found out that we would need to have President McClure do the interviews, and so that was a little bit of pressure for them, but probably actually really a great experience.
1/25 Thursday
Miki sent us a message early in the morning saying that her sins were too heavy and that she was not qualified to be baptized; she said that she didn’t even want to be interviewed. I kind of had a minor heart attack, and we had to finish a staff meeting before we could contact her, and at first she wouldn’t respond, and then didn’t want to talk on the phone; so we decided that we’d better send her a video, and so we made a video explaining what the purpose of the baptismal interview was, and told her what President told us to about him being really nice, and that the point of him doing the interview, was for her to really understand foreignness, and how clean she can become when she gets baptized. We were able to get her to talk on the phone, and had a good conversation. She really perked up, and seemed to have overcome her challenge. She said that she had stopped crying and had prayed, and was able to feel peace. She came to the interview and seemed to radiate with light. I was fortunate to be able help President McClure in the interview, with translation, where he needed it. It was really special to be able to witness her readiness and worthiness to be baptized. She was able to pass her interview, and Yui chan had her interview with Elder Anderson, and she of course passed as well. Now we just had to make it through masahiro’s interview tonight. We came back to the mission home after english class, and Masahiro was interviewed by President McClure as well. We waited for a while, and it was fun talking with Miki san, but the longer it got, the more nervous I became. Then they came out though and he had passed, and President just said how much of a stud he is, and said that he asked really good questions. Such an incredible miracle that he has been able to really obtain a testimony and to be willing to commit to live the standards of the Gospel. God is so good. We finished all the plans for the baptism and we wanted members to do everything, but they had already talked about who they wanted to baptize them, and so we compelled to their desires, and I was to baptize Masahiro and miki, and Satou choro would baptize Yui chan. We asked for the members help for everything else. I love the Yoneta family so much. They are like my Japanese immediate family. I am sure that I knew them before this life, and I am so grateful to have been able to be one of God’s tools in helping them to return back to Him.
1/26 Friday
Today we finished transfer planning. We did a video chat with yoneta’s and that was great.
1/27 Saturday
2 years ago today I entered the MTC and started the experience that would change me forever.
Tonight the Yoneta family was indeed able to be baptized. It was beautiful, and an incredible faith strengthener. Masahiro led his family by being baptized first, and then Miki and then Yui. This is the first whole family, where a mom and a dad that can look to being sealed in the temple has been baptized in at least the last 3 years. It was the start of what we truly believe will start to be more and many.
All 3 of them bore there testimony’s and it was so awesome to feel of their power, and to see the great change that had truly happened inside of them. Masahiro made everyone laugh and was super powerful and moving with his testimony. He will be a powerful priesthood leader, a few years down the road.
1/28 Sunday
Today The Yoneta family was confirmed. It was beautiful. The ward loves them so much, and it is so awesome to see how much they have changed and gotten so excited about missionary work! Today Masahiro was also able to receive the priesthood, at the level of a priest. President had this idea of helping them be able to go to the temple before I leave, and so they aimed for that, and got their interviews for temple recommends.
1/31 Wednesday
I went over to the temple by myself, with president’s approval, and got to be baptized by Masahiro for names that Miki had found earlier today with us. I also got to see Masahiro baptize his wife. I could feel the power of God work through him, and I felt that he had truly become a man of God. He spoke the words with authority and power and it was such a rewarding and blessed experience. So blessed. Only recently because of the change that priests can baptize in the temple, was this made possible. After that I switched off confirming them with Brother Hayashi, one of my heroes. It was sacred and very special. I know that God has a specific plan for His children. He uses us to move his plans forward, and we get to experience joy in the process; God’s work is beautiful.
コノバー長老
Elder Conover
Elder Conover
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Elder Graham, Yuta Fuse (family friend), Elder Conover on his way home! |
