Tuesday, September 12, 2017

I love you!!!

August 21, 2017

Dear Family and Friends,
This week has been fantastic!!
Transfer Calls!!:



For the first time on my mission, I received my transfer last tuesday
from the Mission President, President McClure! It was really cool to
have him tell me what would be my transfer call for this transfer. He
told me that I would be getting Elder Kikuchi, a Japanese Elder who is
one transfer younger than me as a companion, and that I would stay in
Eniwa! Last transfer we as zone leaders split, and were in different
companionships in the same area, but now the zone leaders are back
together, and so I get to work with Elder Kikuchi as my zone leader
companion, and as my actual companion. He is a brand new zone leader,
so I get to show him what we do as zone leaders. Elder Kikuchi and I
have been in the same zone quite a bit, and I have always really loved
him. He is Japanese, and so I got another Japanese companion! It's
been about 8 1/2 months since I ended with Elder Satou, my most
previous Japanese companion, so I am so happy to be with another
Japanese companion! Elder Kikuchi is from Tokyo and he loves pigeons!
Haha he is absolutely hilarious and very crazy, so he just makes me
laugh all the time. He is a really good missionary, and really knows
what it really means and looks like to be a missionary. We have set
some really great goals and were able to really see a lot of miracles
just in the last couple days that we have been working together. We
found 10 new investigators just on Saturday! It was crazy! It really
really helps to have a companion that is extremely fun to work with,
because you don't see working hard as hard but just as having a blast!
Haha I love being a missionary.



Elder Jensen transferred after being with my for these last 9 weeks in
this area. He went to an area pretty far away and also got a Japanese
companion, and he became senior companion, so I am really happy that
he has the experience to stretch and push himself in this next stage
of the mission. We had a really good time together, and I will always
really love this last transfer with him. I learned so much and we were
really able to feel the power of the spirit, the Book of Mormon, and
the joy of missionary work, as Yokoishi papa went through the
conversion process.



I love being here in Japan, and have really felt so blessed and
grateful to have the blessing of serving here in Sapporo, Japan,
especially lately. This area is such a happy place for me, and I
really cannot express the feelings that I have felt while working
here. I will now hit 6 months in this area; and we are going to make
this next 6 weeks the best yet of that 6 months!

I know that God is our Heavenly Father. I know that he hears, and
listens to our prayers. I know that the Gospel of Jesus Christ will
make you happier. Choose to Embrace instead of resist, and you will
feel God change you for the better. You will feel joy. I love you all
and am so grateful for all your love and support!

Baptism and blessings

August 14, 2017

Dear Family and Friends,  
This has been yet again one of the very best weeks of my mission. 
Last Monday, 8/7/17 was my companion Elder Jensen's Birthday! We were able to have a really good time with an awesome older, hilarious couple in the ward, and they also bought a cake for him from Costco! It was very nice. Then we went to visit the yokoishi family, and yokoishi papa gave him a really cool Japanese/America flag pin! It is really cool! Very nice of them. 
On Tuesday we met a bunch of teenagers at the church played ping pong with them, and then taught them about God, and were able to have a really good introduction to God and prayer lesson with them. Then we went and did service for a member in the ward, with the sisters. We helped her pull all the weeds out of her pretty big garden. It was a really good time. Then she fed us the best ice cream and brownie desert ever. Sister fujita is such an awesome member. Her husband has been less active for about a year now, and is almost impossible to meet, so just pray for him, that he will be willing to come back to the church. Then we taught english class, which is always a really good time.

 
Wednesday/Thursday: we were able to meet those teenagers again and they really showed some progress. One of them had prayed, and the other 2 had kind of tried, but had just kind of not followed through. Now they have all prayed, and are really starting to recognize a relationship with God. They are all also getting a lot better at "Jungle" which is a game that we play using the ping pong table, balls and paddles, but you hit it off of the floor, and you go in order, and you can hit it anywhere and as many times on the table as you want, but only on the floor once. Such a fun game. Then we met a couple other younger investigators, taught them the first vision, and had a really good lesson with them. We have had a lots of opportunities to teach recently, and it is a really great blessing. We ended up being able to give out 7 book of Mormons, and have several really good appointments with different teenagers this week. I have a lot of faith in the younger generation, and strongly believe that when the younger generation all starts accepting the Gospel and believing in Christ and in God, they will convert and the church will be able to really explode in Japan.


On Friday we had Zone Conference, I also had the opportunity to give training at zone conference which was a great opportunity to learn a lot for me. I love learning, and I love teaching. We learned so much about faith, and really what it means to have and exercise faith in Jesus Christ. Faith is and will always be the first principle of the Gospel. I love learning about Faith in Jesus Christ, and want to become a master of Faith. If we can learn to have really strong faith then we will be able to do just about anything that God needs us to do. I love this Gospel. 


Saturday was one of the most special days of my mission! Yokoishi nauhiro and Yokoishi fuyu, were able to be baptized! They have been through it all and have come out on top and were able to enter into the waters of baptism and become clean, and make sacred covenants with their Heavenly Father, and declare that they are willing to follow Jesus Christ. Although it really is ideal that a member baptizes the investigator, there is something very special when someone asks you to baptize them. Yokoishi papa asked me to baptize him when we were going over the program 2 weeks ago. I felt very blessed and very happy to have a man who I have grown to love so much ask me to baptize him. The story of Yokoishi papa will be something that will always strengthen my faith and will always be remembered as absolutely one of the reasons that I was assigned to serve in Japan. I love yokoishi papa and fuyu chan. We had a beautiful baptismal service. I really felt God's love so strongly for me and also for the Yokoishi family. I know that God's love is real. I know that he loves His children and that he loves me. I have learned so much as a missionary, and am so blessed to have this 2 years. Yokoishi papa has taught me that if anyone will read the Book of Mormon, pray about it, and come to church, and do it all with a little bit of humility, and a slight willingness to change/learn, then they will gain a testimony and will be able to come unto Christ through baptism. Yokoishi papa bore a powerful testimony today where he couldn't keep back the tears which was really cool and surprising to see. He referenced that the Book of Mormon teaches that God will provide a way for us to accomplish His will, and he feels that he has become pure and clean, and that God really has provided a way for him to accomplish God's will. Very powerful testimony for a new convert, very pleasing to see. I have been able to witness God Change Yokoishi papa, and that has changed me. I know that God's power is real. I love this work. I love you all. 


Yesterday we had 10 investigators in our Sacrament meeting! Not counting the two that were baptized, because they were baptized! Haha. But we had 10 investigators, and a lot of visitors, including one the office elderly couple missionaries! They are so awesome! It was a full chapel, and Elder Stone, my zone leader comp, in the same apartment gave his final talk before he goes home to America, and then we had a really awesome lesson with all those investigators in Sunday school about the spirit, oh and of course equally as special as the baptism was them being confirmed a member of the church, and being able to receive the gift of the Holy Ghost! So awesome! we were able to be in the circle, and I really felt the power of the priesthood as two different members of the bishopric who have gotten really close to the yokoishi family, confirmed them. It was so special. 
Today we went to Costco and to the shopping outlets over by Costco, which is actually in my old area toyohira! But an english class student took us their in his car, and I got some really cool new things, and we got a lot of great food from Costco! Life is too good! 
Love, 
コノバー長老
Elder Conover
Right now I don't have any pics of the baptism, so I will send more with the sister missionaries too and stuff next week! 

God lives, and this is His Work.




August 7, 2017

Dear Family and Friends,

Quick rundown:
 
On Monday we went to Family home evening at the mission home, across from the temple, which we have every month for missionaries within Sapporo to bring investigators to. This was the first time with President McClure! We were able to bring the whole Yokoishi family, minus the oldest son to this, which was so awesome! We also were able to get a member family to come with them, which worked out perfectly! There ended up being over 80 missionaries/investigators/members there, which is the biggest that I've ever seen that activity during my mission! Very happy to see all of those people there. 


On Wednesday we visited Yokoishi papa, and with his baptismal interview on Saturday, we really needed to finish teaching him all of the commandments; The law of the Fast, Obey and honor the Law, Follow the Prophet, Baptism and Confirmation(review) The Ten Commandments, and then all of Lesson 5 "Laws and Ordinances." So we ended up teaching it all to him in their genkan, for a little over an hour of just straight teaching doctrine and reading scriptures. It was probably the most tired that I've ever been from just teaching. Haha it probably wasn't the best to bulldoze through those, but yokoishi papa is so awesome. He asked questions and was able to stay interested and focused the entire time. Now that we had taught him everything, we could really focus on making sure that he was completely ready for his baptismal interview! 

Friday was the big test. Yokoishi papa had a work party, which in japan usually is called a nomikai (drink meeting). This is how they usually conduct their social side of business operations. Not everyone drinks at yokoishi papa's work, but he has always drank before, and so this was the big test; the day before his baptismal interview. We worked with him and practiced and strategized how he would overcome temptation and peer pressure, and he seemed really prepared and ready. We walked with him to the train station and dropped him off, giving him a note that had instructions and support for if it became difficult. We eagerly waited for him to report to us how it went. Finally we received the text that it was over. I asked if he beat temptation, and he said that he did!! We called and rejoiced together! This was such a great demonstration of Faith! He really proved that he is prepared to be baptized by not drinking at his work drinking party. We are so happy for him. 

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Saturday was Mission Leader Conference, which was another wonderful meeting where I learned so much about what it means to really be a man of God, and how to really move the work forward through planning and goal setting, and through increasing our faith, which inherently will increase our action. President McClure is definitely called of God. He is a very inspiring man, and I have already learned so much from him. 

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After the meeting we went to the church and met with yokoishi papa, prepared him once again for the baptismal interview, and also were able to pull the bishop into our lesson to teach how to pay tithes and offerings, and then also to strengthen and add his testimony about the Law of Tithing. Then we let Elder Stone come in to give the interview, and I went with Fuyu chan to interview her for baptism. First time interviewing some for baptism! Such an awesome experience! Fuyu chan and I studied and learned a lot as we discussed the principles of the gospel and what it means to make covenants with God. She is 11 years old, and really has strong faith and desire to follow Jesus Christ. She will play a very important role in helping the rest of her family, her mom, and two older brothers, to gain a testimony and become converted to the gospel. Both of them passed their interviews!!! So many miracles and kinks and scary moments with this all, it is almost crazy that they finally made it to this point, but you can truly see God's hand in helping them be able to make the steps necessary in order to be baptized. It is so awesome because they have already become so much like members. Fuyu chan has been coming to church for a long time, and yokoishi papa just really has a new light and really looks very clean and has the light of Christ very strong. 

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It has been a great week and I am learning many things. I am learning how to truly humbly serve God, not out of a desire for praise or recognition of men, but a humble desire to serve others and be a tool for God. Very difficult, but very important. I have really loved to learn and to change on my mission. There is something so rewarding and beautiful about it. I invite you all to learn and change, you will enjoy it. 

I love you all and am so grateful for you. 

Love,

コノバー長老
Elder Conover

Sunday, September 3, 2017

A week in the Work



July 31, 2017

Dear Family and Friends, 
This has been a crazy week! I love the mission!!! 
Last week on Tuesday we went on splits with the Assistants, after they came to our district meeting. We talked about using the Book of Mormon during lessons and had some fun practicing that, and then we talked about focus, and the "ask and ye shall receive, knock and it shall be opened unto you" scripture. 


Then I went on splits with Elder Akamatsu!!! (My companion for 3 months, almost a year ago!) Elder Akamatsu is one of my most favorite people, and it was so so good to be back with him for a day. I am so grateful that God allowed him to be my companion, and allowed our missions to be at the same time. Elder Akamatsu taught me a lot about how to help people that are different then us, and really expanding ourselves to be able to help all people. He is so smart, and so fun. We found a college student that showed some good potential. We were able to teach him quite a bit, bear testimony, and give him a Book of Mormon. Then we exchanged numbers, and they should be able to meet him again. We taught a really cool role play lesson with a member, and it was incredible that without any preparation, Elder Akamatsu and I were able to teach in perfect unity, with such a rare balance and respect for each other. It was really cool to see that after a year, as expected, we are still the greatest companionship this mission has ever seen.;). 

It was a fantastic day full of memories and very inspiring discussions. We reviewed our contract; we made a contract of the ways that we were going to improve "Spiritually, language, personality, Etc. from then until we become companions again.  We made that contract 9 months ago when he transferred form Toyohira. It was really cool to see how far we have come, and how much we have been changed by our mission experience. I love you Elder Akamatsu! 


Then on Wednesday we had a really fun day, and ended up having a fun water balloon toss, and water balloon fight with first some kids, and then a bunch of our younger investigators showed up and we had a fun war. Then we went and visited Takahashi kyoudai, our awesome investigator who is really progressing. He was so nice, and we were able to make a really solid commitment with him that he would give God 15 minutes a day. Pray, and read the Book of Mormon, and just see what God will do for you if you give 15 minutes to Him. After visiting him we went to Matsuo obachan (Grandma)
She is like the grandma of the missionaries, and the members in this ward here. Hilarious old lady. Super sassy, and way rude, which is just the funniest thing ever. She's way good at cooking, and knows what missionaries like, and what missionaries have a hard time eating, and so she often makes food that is really hard for missionaries to eat, just because she thinks she's hilarious. (That is our theory about her.) But we had a birthday party for matsuo obachan, and for Sister Morita, because their birthday's are only 2 days apart. It was so fun. I made banana cake, and each missionary besides Morita shimai all made/prepared something, so we ended up having a really good assortment of food. Elder Stone kept on saying to Matsuo obachan "I know you understand english. I know you understand what I am saying!" He said this in a really loud and intense voice and it was the funniest thing ever. She just kept on laughing and was such a character. She is the funniest Grandma I've ever met in Japan. (All though not the first; there are a lot of awesome/crazy Grandma's that I love in Japan.)


This week was crazy because then on Thursday I went on splits with Elder Graham! Haha it was a little bit too good to go on splits with my favorite missionaries only two days apart. This was Elder Graham and I's first actual split! First time actually doing missionary work together without our companions also there. Really fun! We rode bikes from Chitose to Eniwa (the two cities in our area, and about a 11 or so kilometer bike ride.) We saw a couple kids playing basketball, joined their game, played 2 on 2 with them, helped Elder Graham learn how to play basketball a little bit more, and then taught them about Heavenly Father, and about Prayer. It was really cool to watch these 15 year olds really feel something, and have a desire to pray to God, their Father in Heaven. We made an appointment for today, but it is raining, and so we are hoping to meet them later this week. We biked the rest of the way to Eniwa, met with a member, talked about reactivating her husband, and bore testimony to each other about Jesus Christ. It was really special. Fujita shimai is so awesome, and I asked her what she thought we could do to help missionaries who struggle with confidence, and it was really cool what she said. She talked about a talk that she had heard recently, by a member in shiroishi. That member talked about how she was doing everything that she could be doing, and was struggling/wondering why she couldn't do them all well, despite trying so hard to be so good. She then realized that she was so busy, that she wasn't reading the Book of Mormon, she hadn't been going to the temple, and she wasn't doing the basic necessities. She took a second and pulled her life together, took time out of work to go to the temple, and from that she actually had her workload at work go down, despite taking 5 hours out of her day to make the temple work. She got back to work, didn't have any built up work, and had more time to read the Book of Mormon! The basics are truly the key to living the gospel. Focus on the basics, and everything will work out, and you will not get too overwhelmed. This is very important in missionary work, and in trying to be the best member possible. The most important is the basics and the fundamentals of living the gospel. 


We got surprise fed, right after we had bought food at a super, with the sisters investigator and 4 sisters, because two other sisters were here for splits! Hirata shimai, who came to Japan from the mtc at the same time as Elder Graham and I, was here! We had a good reunion with her! She is the funniest Japanese sister ever, and is going to be so fun to be friends with after the mission. 


Then we were able to meet Takahashi kyoudai; the guy that we had met the day before. We followed up and strengthened our commitment with him. He gave 15 minutes the day before, and I am pretty sure that he is doing his 15 minutes for God each day. I Invite all of you as well to make sure and truly give at least 15 minutes a day to God; Study the Book of Mormon and pray. 


Finally we went to the yokoishi family's house but Yokoishi papa was having a late night at work, and wasn't going to get back until 9, so after a bit of talking with yokoishi mama, and fuyu chan, and then when the sisters showed up too, we left and rode our bikes home. It was a beautiful night, and just us and our lights, and the dark fields around us, on the rural road back to Chitose. I love riding to and from the two cities in this awesome area. 


On Friday we had another Crazy day. We started the day with Yokoishi papa. We taught him English, and then asked him if he had any concerns or fears. He just asked a little bit about his daughter, and how she would be able to balance extra curricular activities and church. We talked about it, and helped him understand the sabbath day, and taught him how they can seek guidance from leaders etc. 

Then we taught the last couple potential hard to follow commandments: Keeping the Sabbath day holy,  and the law of chastity which was more of a review. He accepted both of them, and has such strong faith and devotion in following the will of God, and the word that is written in the Book of Mormon. 


Straight from teaching him we had a big activity at the church which a bunch of our high schooler investigators, and the yokoishi family all participated in. It was so fun and so good for everyone that came. They asked us to do a singing performance at the last minute, and so we sang I'm a child of God in Japanese and English, and then Love at home, in Japanese. It was a really fun activity. We played soccer and then taught english class. 

On Saturday we got fed by the angel grandma of this ward, Sister Kurashige. She fed us ramen salad; it was so good. Then she gave us as many different kinds of amazing different ice cream bars as we could eat, and they all realized for the first time that I have way sensitive teeth, which especially the sister missionaries could not stop laughing about. Then when we were coming home we heard some music, and kind of changed our route a little bit to go check it out, and ended up finding a summer festival in the street, with a bunch of performers singing and dancing, and eating food. We started talking to this guy that was super into biking, and we were able to become friends, and then while we were talking to him, this guy comes over and gives us these two long ticket type of things, and points over at an older lady, she just looks at us, smiles, and points towards the food. We kind of realized that these tickets basically equaled money at this festival, and so we took it over to the stand, and found out that our tickets each represented 11 dollars! Haha coolest thing ever! We bought a bunch of stuff, and then ended up after buying that stuff being befriended by this other booth, a mom and her daughter, who should come to our english class, and got free snow cones, and then also free drinks from them. (Each being sold for 2$) Then we got passed a plate of fresh cooked meat and onions from the same lady that had given us the tickets. Lastly I decided I should actually buy something, and so I got as many zucchinis as I could fit into a bag for 3$ which ended up being so many, and then the mom just gave me a bigger bag to stuff it in and stuffed like an extra 5 in, and was still trying to stuff more in when I told her that she could stop! Haha so nice. I love having healthy food. Then we taught the other guy that likes bikes, and ended up making a plan with him to go for a bike ride with him, and to share more about God and our message! We are doing that tomorrow with him, so pray that that will go well! 

After the matsuri there we booked it back to the apartment, finished cooking the bananas cake that I had made for reima (one of our high potential junior high school investigators) and then rode our bikes faster than we ever have to eniwa. We met Reima and some of the other kids, and went to go meet Reima's parents. We met his parents, and gave them the banana cake and the card that we made saying thank you for when his dad bought the stuff for reima to make soba for us the other day. We talked to them and were able to get permission to teach reima more about our church! Super awesome. 

Then we had an activity with the young men at the church, but it was the same time as the eniwa summer festival, so that was kind of bad timing, but we made tacos, which we don't get to eat very often in japan, and it was a really good activity, especially for our young men who are less active. We finished there and then went to the summer festival to meet all of our investigators and basically the entire city at the biggest park ever. Everywhere we went people would stare at us, or recognize us, and shout out KONOBA!!! My name, Conover, in Japanese is pronounced konoba, which also means "this place", and so I always explain my name using that word in Japanese, and it makes it so that everyone remembers my name, which is cool, but its sad, because some people shout out my name, and I can't even remember their face, let alone their name! Haha it is awesome to really be apart of the community and know so many people, especially the younger generation. The summer festival had some of the coolest fireworks, and we really had a special time being with so many awesome people there. We also gave out a ton of english flyers, and had a lot of people really seem like they will come to english class. So fun to be American in Japan. 

Yesterday we had a really good day at church. Reima, Ayumu, shouma, yokoishi family, and another family that is the sisters investigator's, the mizutani family, all came to church! We had 8 investigators at church! So special. Yokoishi papa wore a suit to church today with which he had bought a tie the day before that his wife had picked out for him. He is so amazing and so prepared to become a member. After church we planned the program with Yokoishi papa and fuyu chan and yokoishi mama. We made the assignments and everything, and it looks like they are officially getting baptized on August 12, at 11 am. Please pray that everything will go smoothly, and they will be able to have a special baptism. Yokoishi papa asked me to baptize him, and so fuyu chan asked Elder Jensen to baptize him, so we are very excited. It is going to be such a special experience. 

We did an FHE with the Yamamoto family; Brother Yamamoto just got released last year from being the stake president. We had a really awesome time with the Yokoishi family and their family in the Yamamoto house. Such good members. We played two truths and a lie, and then had a little lesson from the sisters, and Yamamoto shimai asked yokoishi papa about how he had gained a testimony, and when he decided that he wanted to get baptized, and it was just one of the coolest nights as a missionary! And that was the week!! Sorry this emails was so long. I haven't been able to write in my journal, so I just tried to put down a record so this amazing week of my life won't be forgotten. 

I love being a missionary and I love this work. I am so happy to be here and to have the opportunity to be a missionary serving here. I know that this is God's work. I know that God is guiding his work. Big things are happening in Japan. Japan will someday soon astonish the world with the numbers of people that will accept and follow Jesus Christ. 
I love Jesus Christ. Think about who Jesus Christ is to you. What Jesus Christ do you know? Think about this question. I love you all and appreciate and love you so much!!

Love, 
コノバー長老
Elder Conover

Focus on GOOD

July 24, 2017

Dear Family and friends,
Well it has been a great last few days.
On Wednesday after the temple, and emailing and stuff we went to go to
meet Takahashi and ended up being able to have a really good lesson
with him. He has heard all of the lessons now, and has been to church
once. He has a really solid foundation, and I can't wait for him to
accept a baptismal date. We really are focusing on prayer and on the
Book of Mormon. I actually bought a small  book of mormon after the
temple last week, and so now I have gotten so excited about really
using the Book of Mormon as our greatest tool in teaching. It is so
essential for investigators to learn from the Book of Mormon. The Book
of Mormon really does provide the answers to the questions that
investigators have, and if we always help them to go to the Book of
Mormon, and don't just give them the answers that we have for them,
then they learn to rely on the Book of Mormon, find out whether or not
the book is really true, and then when they receive that answer, they
can't not believe it all. The method of conversion is so simple, and
so beautiful.



Then after being with him we went to the yokoishi family and got to
their house, it is completely dark, we go up and ping and then they
don't answer but it looks like they're there. We ping again, and then
kind of try to see through the front window, but can only barely see a
hand of someone. I called yokoishi papa and he said that the sister
missionaries were there in the genkan. We were pretty sure that there
was no one in the genkan, so we just kind of decide to give up and
leave, and as we start leaving we see the bikes of the sisters down
the street a little ways, so we go down to check it out, and all of a
sudden we see that it is the yokoishi house! It, in the dark literally
looked the exact same as the house two houses down. Haha so we had
that awkward moment and then were able to meet them all and follow up
with them.

Then on Friday we left English class in the middle and went to follow
up with yokoishi papa again, because we couldn't meet him on Saturday
this week because of his work. We were able to meet just him and
talked to him about the Book of Mormon and prayer, and about obeying
the word of wisdom. He said that sometime he kind of wants to drink,
but then he just thinks about the Book of Mormon, and said, "if I
didn't have the Book of Mormon then I would probably drink, but I have
the Book of Mormon and so it helps me to not drink in the end." Such
an awesome thing. He also is working hard on English and asked me on
the phone last week if this sentence was correct, "Jesus Christ turned
out to be true." I told him that Jesus Christ turned out to be real is
better, and then he said this sentence to us on Friday, "The Book of
Mormon turned out to be real." Haha and so I told him that in that
case "true" is better! Haha poor guy. English is sometimes a real
pain. But it's okay because Japanese is too. ;)



We have found some new younger investigators by playing soccer with
them in the parking lot before english class and stuff, and now we
have been doing tons with them! 4 of them came to church yesterday, so
that was super cool!! One of the kids is named Reima, and he is really
smart, and asks some really good questions, so it has been really fun
to talk with, and help him. I particularly love helping younger people
learn about the gospel. The work is moving forward. I love being a
missionary.

I had the idea recently that we become/want whatever we are focusing
on. If we focus  on the wrong things then the wrong things will start
to be what we not only want, but what we will become. If we focus on
things that are good, then we will become them, and will want them.
Focus on succeeding, being obedient, being loving, being happy,
excited, and talented, and you will become such. Focus on how you are
tired, sad, lonely, discouraged, a failure, someone who can't do
anything, weak, unintelligent, and ugly, then you will unfortunately
start to become those things. I think you get the idea. But be careful
about what you focus on, because that will end up being what you'll
probably get! This can be very constructive and awesome, or it can
lead to our downfall and misery. Always make sure to put your focus in
wise things.

I love you all, thank you for your love and support. I know that God
lives. I know that Christ lives, and that he suffered and died for us.
I know that the Book of Mormon is true. In the name of Jesus Christ,
Amen.
Love,
コノバー長老
Elder Conover